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MY NEW BLOG - juustbreatheee.blogspot.com

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Well, my blog doesnt let me upload any more pictures. I've decided to make a new blog for the new year with a fresh blogging start :)
It will be up asap. In other words, when I can be fcuked.

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HAHAHAH i see a girl. I dont know, I guess my looks have changed a lot over the past years. I've defs  becum more girly>< I was hella tomboy back then. That's why I still have that ghetto thing in me. I swear a lot, I think a lot, I'm very emotional. I've becum so attached to animals. Especially my dogs. 

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ummm no one? aint got shit to tell

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It's gotta be Phanny. He is the most caring person. Ever since I'v met him, my life has definately changed. In a way that my personality is yet the same but a tad different. My life is now based on him. It's like, when you're in love, all you want to do is be beside them everyday. Do everything together, eat together, shit together. He's taught me a lot about the values of life and cares for me 100% of the time. He gets my eating habits right and buys me everything I want.
He may be the perfect guy people! Ain't I lucky:)

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I would like to announce that I now own an ipad mini. A christmas gift from Phanny and also a shopping spree! Bought a bunch of clothes, shoes from american apparel and more clothes. I wanna shop for more:)
Thankyou to the awesome phanny<3

Being spoilt once in a while feels great!

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OH there was this drunk man. On New Years 'Day' at 12-1 in the morning. Trang and I were busing home from the glenelg fireworks. Waiting at vic square, we came across a drunk man with tinsel. He was indeedly nice. Tinsel man he called himself. Not everyone is nice when they're drunk:)

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I think it was Phan but didn't know what it was.

Christmas was pretty chilled. I received from my sister O.P.I nail polish! the skyfall pack i bought for lilian! and also the neon colours. Plus a Lancome set of mascara, eyeliner and a toner PLUS KORA by Mirander Kerr herself. Clay mask. Awesome gifts.

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Third world countries. We've all witnessed the adults and children having no food or shelter. Their bare bodies getting eaten alive. 

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Phan in general<3
Trang and our three years of stupidity and dont give a fcuks:P

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I wonder who.................;) ppppppppp-hhhh-aaaa-nnn

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Jasmine you fcuking dope shit.
Happy 17th gurrrl!!! Hope you make the best out of it and get spoilt likee shitt not like you don't already!! CUTE CAR AZ WELL>< Again, spend your 17th well and fcuk you!:)
love you jazzy<3<3<3

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'No one deserves a second chance' JOKINGGGG idk who

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Cirque Du Soleil tonight!!! My first Circus experience with Phanny:)

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BOGONSSS AND SMELLY ABOS ON THE BUS ARE THE WORST. IM SORRY BUT THEY SMELL LIKE PISS AND SHIT COMBINED TOGETHER. :@@@@@@@@@

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My Dad. Thought he was suppose to be a role model. He broke my heart so many times. fcuking hell. Lifes actually quite hard without him but fcuk it.

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my sister recently purchased this. The second to last one. I was devo to hear it was sold out but my sis bought it too. So omfg, i now own one of this mutherfckerr.
Phan and I also booked Cirque Du Soleil tickets. PUMPEDDDDDDDD:')

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idk.

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really enjoy watching them ahaha

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I'm actually fine the way I am...don't you think?!;) ahaha:P

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My pet goldfish...I named it....hellokitty ahahahah DONT DISS >: )

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http://www.adelaidenow.com.au/news/world/feared-dead-in-school-shooting/story-fnd11ay0-1226537283734

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WELL today, was suppose to meet Trang and lily at school to collect our reports and stuff. I ended sleeping in till 9 and as you all know I live quite far from town. So didn't get there on time and I also had my retail course at Gloria Jeans at 11! good timing. So I asked to postpone the time, got my report, year book but NO FCUKING SENIOR TIE:( man I was excited to like feel that proudness of finally becuming senior. Just two more devo years of school, just two more.. WELL, I had to walk in the rain cause my damn umbrella is so damn weak it flew up and it broke.Went back to do my course. Had to go through 2 booklets and talk about it and shit. Easy stuff and can be fun talking to my trainer. Her name is BELINDA too! SHE NICE! Well this course is worth 80 which is amazingly great! ahaha but yea, after that went with Trang and Lil to prospect Honey and hive euphorium? Pre cool antiques and vintage stuff, although the clothes gave me a weird vibe.  Lil walked home, trang and I went back to town, got breadtop cause we havent eaten all day. Bussed to school, it was fcuking closed. Trammed back. She went home, I went to work.

Work was unusually nothing. It's like pretty fun! ahaha with the company f my boyfriend and my friendly friend staff its a chilled ass job! Bought food and stuff cause no one was cuming in. Closed early too shh! If only my pay was higherr! but still good atm. WORKAHOLIC.

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WOW, day sixteen already.

ahhaah i really have nothing to say about this but they GAY!

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My papa

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Went swimming with my boy today! was fun. Then had to head to work for this retail certificate thing that I'm doing. I had to start off with a numeracy and literacy thing like NAPLAN thing ahahah. Was fun!

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There's definately a lot of people who I'm drifted away from. I reckon majority of kids who start high school makes new friends and rarely see there primary buddies.
Either way, I'm glad to have friends who arent like friends from back then but when you see them they aren't the same. They just wave and shit you know?
WELL! I have don't have friends like that! There's Jasmine, Jana, Kim, Tanya, Quynh etc! MY lovely buddies!
I'm actually glad that I have friends who actually give a shit about you. I really am:)

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Everyone is forgiven...eventually.

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Well this may be a bit depressing.
Hate. Small word, big meaning. I wouldn't say hate but disappointed. My parents. Mixed feelings towards them you know. My parents are like...i dont even know. My dad is never here for me and it hurts. Envying people with parents and they get to go out with their family and all whereas I'm either stuck at work or at home myself. If my dad was here, life would be great I think. I wouldnt have to rely on myself as much because theres someone to lean on besides my boyfriend. My mum on the other hand is a hand full. Hard on her hard on us. Theres kids out there who are spoiled and everything. Get whatever the shit they want. an get money whenever they want. I can't. I work hard for my money. I hate asking my mum cause I know she doesn't have money. When she does, it's for the bills and food for us to survive.

My life is tough. I'm trying my best to not go towards the downfall.

My parents have caused me a lot of pain during their divorce. It was awful to even hear the news but that's life, isn't it?

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Had arvo shift today. It flew buy fast. My friend and I were gonna buy Nandos but they ended up giving it to us for FREE:) in exchange for a Large Flat White ahahah! We get free food from them when we work cause theyre friends with my boss!:) HOW GOOD IS THAT!
I also got tipped 70 cents from these German couple tourists. They wanted o know where grocery stores were and I told them and they gave me coins and I was like umm wurt and they said "its for you!" I laughed and said thankyou but I gave it to charity)
HOME sweet home and yea:) Fed my Milo and her babies! sat there patting Milo til she slept cause she is so tired I can see in her eyes:(

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I really don't know anyone who has passed away besides my grandparents/celebrities etc. BUT did you guiths hear about the 16 year old in SA who go murdered and another lady saw the incident and got murdered too?! LIFE IS SO FCUKED.

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HAHA idk, if you dont want to talk to me, I don't give a damn. They cum and go.

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I really don't know.. oh I want to meet Jesus and ask him ... "What is Life"

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Milo is giving birth right at this moment. All started at 9:35 where she had her first outside! I was watching her every step and saw a bright black shiny thing at her vagina and I yelled to my fam and they came running and brought her inside to her bed where we made purposely for her birth. Another two came out within that time. By 11:00 pm, I saw a black thing at the back. I was wondering what it was cause I couldnt see. It had to be dark so Milo feels comfortable. It was a dead pup. Tears came rolling while I held it. I didn't want to look at it. It was the hardest thing I had to do all my life. I've experienced helping Milo give birth but that was all successful. Unfortunately, this time was not. I had enough of the smell and watching Milo lick her pups. It was hard on her and hard on me sitting there looking after them with Mum on the hammock looking and my sis and bro on my side. Dao (sis) took over. 15 minutes later another came out. It looked normal like the others when it was in the sack. As we help rip it open, it was dead. DEAD. I hated looking at the pain.

Cried to Phanny. I didn't cry when it happened, I teared. I cried explaining and thinking about it. The faces of them little things. I touched a dead pup. FCUK MY LIFE! WAHH:'(


R.I.P little ones. God Bless<3


[blogger won't let me upload any more photos. What is the meaning to this?!]

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I have no internet friend.

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You guiths have been awaiting this day weren't cha.
What can I say, he was someone I once loved. I've got to admit during those 6 months were hard and sad. Infactuated love and no confidence is a bad mix. I remember crying a lot over him, thinking about it makes me embarrassed.
I've got to say it wasn't a relationship, it was a friendship gone wrong.
TOODLES!:)

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hmm a stranger.. oh i know. There's this regular customer named Joe. I have mentioned him before but yea he's a jerk. I don't know why, I don't know his intentions. He just sits there, drinks his capp, gets my attention, says bye then leave. He crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!

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I'm sorry, I don't remember my dreams.

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This morning, I saw a facebook event for Gilles Street Markets! They were expanding it like to the roads. Decided to wake up lil trangy and go go go! Went browsing and bought a vintagey $5 dress and ate churros.
Went to citi zen which was up ahead but didn't like the service so we left after I finished my chicken feet. Rather awkward. Trammed to china town and waned to go Starhouse but there was a line so went to SUSHI TRAIN!
Went to town afterwards and shopped! DEN movies at arndale 'Perks of being a Wallflower' Cute movie!

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I don't know who my favourite sibling is. Lets change favourite to closest. I think it's gotta be Robert. He's only a year younger and is rather herp derp but I think we can relate to many things. Cause we duh in the same gen! ya know:)
That's all I can say......:)

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Got home from a dinner at a pub near Adelaide High School! Had some dindin and talk and shit! Exchanged K.K gifts! hehe and yea pre good night!

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Raised by a single mummy! Although I don't remember many events with my mum and dad, I'm glad I did have them during my childhood. Through ups and downs, it has been rather hard for my family. I know everyone has their own problems but this is mine, and it hurts thinking about it.

My dad has been apart of my life for ...i don't even know:( I remember the days where mum wouldn't let us see him so when she goes to work he takes us out to like second hand shops, eat pho, go ARNDALE;) yea.. good times. ALSO, when schools near he takes us stationary shopping! which was the best when you were like 7/8/9/10:) BUT the sad thing was mum found out he took us out and made us return the stationary to my dad but we didnt! cause they were OURS>: ( but yea, after the divorce he moved to Sydney and has now been living there for 2 years. I find it hard to picture what he looks like so I look at a photo that I keep treasured in my box. I really do wander what he looks like now. Alwells, he's my dad. Whatever he has done, I still love him. He's the one who brought me to this world anyway!:)


My mummy! Man, it sure has been tough on her. Not having a man by her to love and help raise the five kids. Always thinking about paying bills and feeding us. I really do feel guilty inside when I think about all the times I disobey her and yell at her or do something disrespectful. I'm sorry for that:( She has been so hardworking. Luckily she isn't someone who gives up. She got through the hardships with the divorce and raised us kids properly instead of leaving us.

When you think about it...you've disobeyed, lied, yelled at your mum many times! You don't think about this part where you feel the guilt inside. It just happens and I really don't mean it but they can get on your nerves! But yea, my mums been strong and independent and I really want to give her a certificate that says ' NUMBER 1# MUM! " ahahah and shake her hand and tell her to give a speech and eveverything><

I love my parents for who they are, even if they aren't here for me. They are your parents, so take care of them before it really is to late.

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As you all know my crush would have to be my boy friend Phan Nguyen:) It''s almost our 10th month and hopefully on going;)
hmm... where shall I start. Well firstly, I'd like to say that he is like a father to me. HAHA sounds rather odd but he is. Not having a father to do things with is rather hard but having a boyfriend wouldn't be the same but is good enough for me to love! Not saying that he is replacing my dad but he is a great guy. Genuine heart, always happy, willing to care and do shit for you, buy you shit, feed you, visit me at work, pick me up take me to work. He is basically apart of my life everyday. Legit like majority of my week.
The sleep in is the best! He would wake up early and bus to my house and bus together to town and have breakfast! Now that I call is an awesome boyfriend!
I'm lucky to have this guy to care and look after me. It fills the black hole inside of me that's been missing for a couple of years.

Not to mention he helps me with my maths test/exam. That's why you get an asian boyfriend;) HEHEH just kkidding!!! He is the most loving, kind,caring guy you'll ever meet! Yo mama taught you well phanny;)

I love you:)

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Well I've got to say... I have quite a lot of best friends or close friends. There's my childhood friends, my primary school friends and my high school friends. When I think about it, I don't really like the term 'bestfriend'. I dont know...it's just really unfair to the other person when they've been there for you through thick and thin. You feel me bro?! so I'd like to talk about a few people:)

There's my primary school friend Kim Chau, Jana Dang, Tanya Quach. SEE, I know I'm missing more people so please don't feel excluded:( Well, they've been my closest friends ever since idk the start of primary. We'd go watch movies at arndale on the last day of the term. I reckon it was a tradition for St Patricks students.
There's my high school buddies! Trang, Lilian, Dalena. The four of us started the high school years together and will end year 12 together. Rather excited to get out of school and start living like as an adult. I think about it sometimes:) The rookies, Jenna and Tina! HA to be honest, we really didn't want anyone to invade our foursome but hey, we would regret it, if you guys weren't with us!
Chi, Ken ya little rascals! My gossiping buddies!:)
The highschool buddies, work, laugh, play together and shall end school together.
Lastly, the lover boy:) Phanny. So corny and everything but he is my friend, boyfriend and life. Even if we part, he is still part of my life. No matter what, even if I forget what I've written down, fate will just lead the way.
 They are what you call friends. Someone who you can turn to and they'll be there for you. You can talk shit with them, eat like a pig in front of them basically they are true family. I love them and all my other friends. I will not say that they aren't my best friends but in the 'friends' category which includes every friend type there is. That way life is fair in the society.

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side...

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• Day 1 — Your Best Friend
• Day 2 — Your Crush
• Day 3 — Your parents
• Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Day 5 — Your dreams
• Day 6 — A stranger
• Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 — The person you miss the most
• Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
• Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 — The last person you kissed
• Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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Starting my holiday today:) idc about this weeks school because idc. dont judge;) you guiths love me

I went to yumcha with my boi and ended up shoppingggg. Didn't buy much but ended up using a lot--' Sushi train on currie street is the worst!!!
Saw TYGA in town and I was like wuuuuuuuuuuuuurt. Realised he's here to perform with nicki tonight!

ITS HAWT AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE.

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Started tumblring again... I reckon mine is pre good man:')

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WELLL! how bout some procrastinating. Been watching Harry Pooper all day!!! Literally, from start of school ahahahh! loved it. Skipped through it all but enjoyed it for the 394248735 time!

After school, Riosuke? and Matthew were on my bus. Matt wanted to 'study' so I took the jap kid on a walk with simba to the park a.k.a the big oval. He enjoyed it. Got to know him and shizzo and told him 'my friends think you're kawaii" and he was like " ooo HA *nods head  ALSO

B:do you have a girl crush?
R:girl? class?
B:like girl?
R:lovu?
B:yeayea!
R: in japan?
B: yep!
R:mmmmmmmmmmmmmm yea!
B:HAHA OOOO!
R:LAUGHS

It was a great experience to chat to a Jap kid. You have to think of some words to say when he doesn't know what you said! Put me to a challenge, challenge accepted! furk yea

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I am once again sick to the brains. Got a feverrrr:'(

Yesterday was the Preserves Competition for Home ec. I ended up staying in the kitchen all day until the last double lesson which was English and did nothing. I started feeling really ill with a headache, dizzy, weak. Unfortunately, I had work. Luckily I was doing supervising cause I didn't have to do much hard jobs like taking bins out and mop and shit.
Got home and K.O on my bed. Woke up at 12am to fine myself with the worst feeling ever. Feeling cold but my body's hot.
Was deciding whether to go school or not today. Had the Jap oral, didnt wanna let trang down and chinese exam.
Ended up at home, just to get better which i actually am feeling quite good. Thanks to phanny boy taking care of me this morning:)
Hopefully I'll be well these cuming days so that I can get ver these exams and shit--'

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Yesterday, I was planning to sp end the nice Sunday doing my work at the parks. Was excited to finally get some shit done. NEXT THING YOU KNOW, this morning I heard my phone ring. It was odd cause I don't usually get a call in the morning. Looked at it and it said 'Guy'. My boss. Why in the hell, I was thinking. So I left it>< He called again after awhile and so I decided to pick up. He asked for me to cum into work for morning shift--' Something happened to the to ladies who were working so I had to cum in cause I AM nice.
Had to work at 8:20-2:30. Longest shift I had. Tired asssss cause he woke me up at 7 too--------' funny thing is I worked SAT,SUN and gonna work TOMORROW! $$$$$$ cum at meh

Got home and no food. Got so mad cause it always happens. Left the house with ma bike to do some work at the parks. Relaxing, nice sunny day. Got some PLP started ahahah>< Left after 2 hours and biked around my hood. Got home and found mumma making cold rolls. HA, didn't feel like eating anyway.

In bed youtubing on my phone, instagramming, facebook.

OH and I'm planning to find a second job:) Handing resume in at TEMPT sometime soon.
I'm so hard working when it cums to molla, unfortunately for duh sko0L...I DONT EVEN CARE

smile through it all~~

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I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO TRANG AND I FOR COMPLETING A WEEK OF SCHOOL >: ) another 2 weeks to go:'(

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I've got to get this off my chest cause BELLA is sah mad
I was in my room youtubing as per usual. Robert came home and I heard dao running to him saying "What's wrong?" I was like uh oh some shits goin downn! Ran out to see Robert crying and he was hurt on the face. I was like wuh wahh sa confused.
Robert got punched by a man on the bus. Supposedly, the man was getting off at hanson road and he went off and punched robert. I guess he was drunk. I sincerely hate them. I dont care whether they were drunk or not  , I want karma to get back at them, HARD. UGH so mad. Fcuking Robert came home with a piece of paper of details of what happened from the bus driver and told him to report the police ASAP. So thats what Diem and Bert are doing. ON the way the the POPO! hope they catch him, and like..IDUNNO hope he has records so he can get locked up.:@
Mums lecturing us saying always go out and shit blah blah :(

Sad world we live in aye.

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I'm sick of living...

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Biked to church today. et Phanny there. UGH best feeling when the wind flows with you:') After that, biked to town. HILLS are the worst:( fcuking get bigger calves now:( but down hil ohh ohh jizzzz right there. Bought Phans sister a mug that said..'My farts hospitalise small children' something along the lines:') so funny. And bought chocolate truffles from cocolat. Got to botanices and met her friends and sisters there:)
Tiring day! But fun:)

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so far my long weekend has been great:)
after work on saturday morning, I had a nice nap but phanny came and took me to andrew trans house to go for a bike ride with johnnie as well. Next thing you know, spent an hour upgrading their bikes and had less than half an hour to ride. Got home and i forgot...what i did..
SUNDAY! which is today, went for another bike ride with my bofie to arndale to get gloria jeans drink. Took like 15 mins. Better than a car. Guiths...if you need a ride...Im here for you:P Ive got a seat at the back;) after that bike ride phanny went to church so My sister her bf robert and I went to semaphore beach! Took phi and Mya as well. So cute. Mya likes the water, Phi likes to chase birds. Went home early cause it was windy soooo sosooo windy and cold:(
What awaits me tomorrow?!:)

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rewatched most of Jimmy Kimmels youtube vids. Too good.

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MY NEW BLOG - juustbreatheee.blogspot.com

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Well, my blog doesnt let me upload any more pictures. I've decided to make a new blog for the new year with a fresh blogging start :)
It will be up asap. In other words, when I can be fcuked.

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HAHAHAH i see a girl. I dont know, I guess my looks have changed a lot over the past years. I've defs  becum more girly>< I was hella tomboy back then. That's why I still have that ghetto thing in me. I swear a lot, I think a lot, I'm very emotional. I've becum so attached to animals. Especially my dogs. 

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ummm no one? aint got shit to tell

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It's gotta be Phanny. He is the most caring person. Ever since I'v met him, my life has definately changed. In a way that my personality is yet the same but a tad different. My life is now based on him. It's like, when you're in love, all you want to do is be beside them everyday. Do everything together, eat together, shit together. He's taught me a lot about the values of life and cares for me 100% of the time. He gets my eating habits right and buys me everything I want.
He may be the perfect guy people! Ain't I lucky:)

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I would like to announce that I now own an ipad mini. A christmas gift from Phanny and also a shopping spree! Bought a bunch of clothes, shoes from american apparel and more clothes. I wanna shop for more:)
Thankyou to the awesome phanny<3

Being spoilt once in a while feels great!

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OH there was this drunk man. On New Years 'Day' at 12-1 in the morning. Trang and I were busing home from the glenelg fireworks. Waiting at vic square, we came across a drunk man with tinsel. He was indeedly nice. Tinsel man he called himself. Not everyone is nice when they're drunk:)

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I think it was Phan but didn't know what it was.

Christmas was pretty chilled. I received from my sister O.P.I nail polish! the skyfall pack i bought for lilian! and also the neon colours. Plus a Lancome set of mascara, eyeliner and a toner PLUS KORA by Mirander Kerr herself. Clay mask. Awesome gifts.

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Third world countries. We've all witnessed the adults and children having no food or shelter. Their bare bodies getting eaten alive. 

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Phan in general<3
Trang and our three years of stupidity and dont give a fcuks:P

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I wonder who.................;) ppppppppp-hhhh-aaaa-nnn

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Jasmine you fcuking dope shit.
Happy 17th gurrrl!!! Hope you make the best out of it and get spoilt likee shitt not like you don't already!! CUTE CAR AZ WELL>< Again, spend your 17th well and fcuk you!:)
love you jazzy<3<3<3

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'No one deserves a second chance' JOKINGGGG idk who

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Cirque Du Soleil tonight!!! My first Circus experience with Phanny:)

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BOGONSSS AND SMELLY ABOS ON THE BUS ARE THE WORST. IM SORRY BUT THEY SMELL LIKE PISS AND SHIT COMBINED TOGETHER. :@@@@@@@@@

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My Dad. Thought he was suppose to be a role model. He broke my heart so many times. fcuking hell. Lifes actually quite hard without him but fcuk it.

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my sister recently purchased this. The second to last one. I was devo to hear it was sold out but my sis bought it too. So omfg, i now own one of this mutherfckerr.
Phan and I also booked Cirque Du Soleil tickets. PUMPEDDDDDDDD:')

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idk.

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really enjoy watching them ahaha

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I'm actually fine the way I am...don't you think?!;) ahaha:P

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My pet goldfish...I named it....hellokitty ahahahah DONT DISS >: )

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http://www.adelaidenow.com.au/news/world/feared-dead-in-school-shooting/story-fnd11ay0-1226537283734

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WELL today, was suppose to meet Trang and lily at school to collect our reports and stuff. I ended sleeping in till 9 and as you all know I live quite far from town. So didn't get there on time and I also had my retail course at Gloria Jeans at 11! good timing. So I asked to postpone the time, got my report, year book but NO FCUKING SENIOR TIE:( man I was excited to like feel that proudness of finally becuming senior. Just two more devo years of school, just two more.. WELL, I had to walk in the rain cause my damn umbrella is so damn weak it flew up and it broke.Went back to do my course. Had to go through 2 booklets and talk about it and shit. Easy stuff and can be fun talking to my trainer. Her name is BELINDA too! SHE NICE! Well this course is worth 80 which is amazingly great! ahaha but yea, after that went with Trang and Lil to prospect Honey and hive euphorium? Pre cool antiques and vintage stuff, although the clothes gave me a weird vibe.  Lil walked home, trang and I went back to town, got breadtop cause we havent eaten all day. Bussed to school, it was fcuking closed. Trammed back. She went home, I went to work.

Work was unusually nothing. It's like pretty fun! ahaha with the company f my boyfriend and my friendly friend staff its a chilled ass job! Bought food and stuff cause no one was cuming in. Closed early too shh! If only my pay was higherr! but still good atm. WORKAHOLIC.

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WOW, day sixteen already.

ahhaah i really have nothing to say about this but they GAY!

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My papa

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Went swimming with my boy today! was fun. Then had to head to work for this retail certificate thing that I'm doing. I had to start off with a numeracy and literacy thing like NAPLAN thing ahahah. Was fun!

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There's definately a lot of people who I'm drifted away from. I reckon majority of kids who start high school makes new friends and rarely see there primary buddies.
Either way, I'm glad to have friends who arent like friends from back then but when you see them they aren't the same. They just wave and shit you know?
WELL! I have don't have friends like that! There's Jasmine, Jana, Kim, Tanya, Quynh etc! MY lovely buddies!
I'm actually glad that I have friends who actually give a shit about you. I really am:)

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Everyone is forgiven...eventually.

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Well this may be a bit depressing.
Hate. Small word, big meaning. I wouldn't say hate but disappointed. My parents. Mixed feelings towards them you know. My parents are like...i dont even know. My dad is never here for me and it hurts. Envying people with parents and they get to go out with their family and all whereas I'm either stuck at work or at home myself. If my dad was here, life would be great I think. I wouldnt have to rely on myself as much because theres someone to lean on besides my boyfriend. My mum on the other hand is a hand full. Hard on her hard on us. Theres kids out there who are spoiled and everything. Get whatever the shit they want. an get money whenever they want. I can't. I work hard for my money. I hate asking my mum cause I know she doesn't have money. When she does, it's for the bills and food for us to survive.

My life is tough. I'm trying my best to not go towards the downfall.

My parents have caused me a lot of pain during their divorce. It was awful to even hear the news but that's life, isn't it?

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Had arvo shift today. It flew buy fast. My friend and I were gonna buy Nandos but they ended up giving it to us for FREE:) in exchange for a Large Flat White ahahah! We get free food from them when we work cause theyre friends with my boss!:) HOW GOOD IS THAT!
I also got tipped 70 cents from these German couple tourists. They wanted o know where grocery stores were and I told them and they gave me coins and I was like umm wurt and they said "its for you!" I laughed and said thankyou but I gave it to charity)
HOME sweet home and yea:) Fed my Milo and her babies! sat there patting Milo til she slept cause she is so tired I can see in her eyes:(

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I really don't know anyone who has passed away besides my grandparents/celebrities etc. BUT did you guiths hear about the 16 year old in SA who go murdered and another lady saw the incident and got murdered too?! LIFE IS SO FCUKED.

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HAHA idk, if you dont want to talk to me, I don't give a damn. They cum and go.

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I really don't know.. oh I want to meet Jesus and ask him ... "What is Life"

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Milo is giving birth right at this moment. All started at 9:35 where she had her first outside! I was watching her every step and saw a bright black shiny thing at her vagina and I yelled to my fam and they came running and brought her inside to her bed where we made purposely for her birth. Another two came out within that time. By 11:00 pm, I saw a black thing at the back. I was wondering what it was cause I couldnt see. It had to be dark so Milo feels comfortable. It was a dead pup. Tears came rolling while I held it. I didn't want to look at it. It was the hardest thing I had to do all my life. I've experienced helping Milo give birth but that was all successful. Unfortunately, this time was not. I had enough of the smell and watching Milo lick her pups. It was hard on her and hard on me sitting there looking after them with Mum on the hammock looking and my sis and bro on my side. Dao (sis) took over. 15 minutes later another came out. It looked normal like the others when it was in the sack. As we help rip it open, it was dead. DEAD. I hated looking at the pain.

Cried to Phanny. I didn't cry when it happened, I teared. I cried explaining and thinking about it. The faces of them little things. I touched a dead pup. FCUK MY LIFE! WAHH:'(


R.I.P little ones. God Bless<3


[blogger won't let me upload any more photos. What is the meaning to this?!]

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I have no internet friend.

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You guiths have been awaiting this day weren't cha.
What can I say, he was someone I once loved. I've got to admit during those 6 months were hard and sad. Infactuated love and no confidence is a bad mix. I remember crying a lot over him, thinking about it makes me embarrassed.
I've got to say it wasn't a relationship, it was a friendship gone wrong.
TOODLES!:)

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hmm a stranger.. oh i know. There's this regular customer named Joe. I have mentioned him before but yea he's a jerk. I don't know why, I don't know his intentions. He just sits there, drinks his capp, gets my attention, says bye then leave. He crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!

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I'm sorry, I don't remember my dreams.

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This morning, I saw a facebook event for Gilles Street Markets! They were expanding it like to the roads. Decided to wake up lil trangy and go go go! Went browsing and bought a vintagey $5 dress and ate churros.
Went to citi zen which was up ahead but didn't like the service so we left after I finished my chicken feet. Rather awkward. Trammed to china town and waned to go Starhouse but there was a line so went to SUSHI TRAIN!
Went to town afterwards and shopped! DEN movies at arndale 'Perks of being a Wallflower' Cute movie!

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I don't know who my favourite sibling is. Lets change favourite to closest. I think it's gotta be Robert. He's only a year younger and is rather herp derp but I think we can relate to many things. Cause we duh in the same gen! ya know:)
That's all I can say......:)

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Got home from a dinner at a pub near Adelaide High School! Had some dindin and talk and shit! Exchanged K.K gifts! hehe and yea pre good night!

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Raised by a single mummy! Although I don't remember many events with my mum and dad, I'm glad I did have them during my childhood. Through ups and downs, it has been rather hard for my family. I know everyone has their own problems but this is mine, and it hurts thinking about it.

My dad has been apart of my life for ...i don't even know:( I remember the days where mum wouldn't let us see him so when she goes to work he takes us out to like second hand shops, eat pho, go ARNDALE;) yea.. good times. ALSO, when schools near he takes us stationary shopping! which was the best when you were like 7/8/9/10:) BUT the sad thing was mum found out he took us out and made us return the stationary to my dad but we didnt! cause they were OURS>: ( but yea, after the divorce he moved to Sydney and has now been living there for 2 years. I find it hard to picture what he looks like so I look at a photo that I keep treasured in my box. I really do wander what he looks like now. Alwells, he's my dad. Whatever he has done, I still love him. He's the one who brought me to this world anyway!:)


My mummy! Man, it sure has been tough on her. Not having a man by her to love and help raise the five kids. Always thinking about paying bills and feeding us. I really do feel guilty inside when I think about all the times I disobey her and yell at her or do something disrespectful. I'm sorry for that:( She has been so hardworking. Luckily she isn't someone who gives up. She got through the hardships with the divorce and raised us kids properly instead of leaving us.

When you think about it...you've disobeyed, lied, yelled at your mum many times! You don't think about this part where you feel the guilt inside. It just happens and I really don't mean it but they can get on your nerves! But yea, my mums been strong and independent and I really want to give her a certificate that says ' NUMBER 1# MUM! " ahahah and shake her hand and tell her to give a speech and eveverything><

I love my parents for who they are, even if they aren't here for me. They are your parents, so take care of them before it really is to late.

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As you all know my crush would have to be my boy friend Phan Nguyen:) It''s almost our 10th month and hopefully on going;)
hmm... where shall I start. Well firstly, I'd like to say that he is like a father to me. HAHA sounds rather odd but he is. Not having a father to do things with is rather hard but having a boyfriend wouldn't be the same but is good enough for me to love! Not saying that he is replacing my dad but he is a great guy. Genuine heart, always happy, willing to care and do shit for you, buy you shit, feed you, visit me at work, pick me up take me to work. He is basically apart of my life everyday. Legit like majority of my week.
The sleep in is the best! He would wake up early and bus to my house and bus together to town and have breakfast! Now that I call is an awesome boyfriend!
I'm lucky to have this guy to care and look after me. It fills the black hole inside of me that's been missing for a couple of years.

Not to mention he helps me with my maths test/exam. That's why you get an asian boyfriend;) HEHEH just kkidding!!! He is the most loving, kind,caring guy you'll ever meet! Yo mama taught you well phanny;)

I love you:)

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Well I've got to say... I have quite a lot of best friends or close friends. There's my childhood friends, my primary school friends and my high school friends. When I think about it, I don't really like the term 'bestfriend'. I dont know...it's just really unfair to the other person when they've been there for you through thick and thin. You feel me bro?! so I'd like to talk about a few people:)

There's my primary school friend Kim Chau, Jana Dang, Tanya Quach. SEE, I know I'm missing more people so please don't feel excluded:( Well, they've been my closest friends ever since idk the start of primary. We'd go watch movies at arndale on the last day of the term. I reckon it was a tradition for St Patricks students.
There's my high school buddies! Trang, Lilian, Dalena. The four of us started the high school years together and will end year 12 together. Rather excited to get out of school and start living like as an adult. I think about it sometimes:) The rookies, Jenna and Tina! HA to be honest, we really didn't want anyone to invade our foursome but hey, we would regret it, if you guys weren't with us!
Chi, Ken ya little rascals! My gossiping buddies!:)
The highschool buddies, work, laugh, play together and shall end school together.
Lastly, the lover boy:) Phanny. So corny and everything but he is my friend, boyfriend and life. Even if we part, he is still part of my life. No matter what, even if I forget what I've written down, fate will just lead the way.
 They are what you call friends. Someone who you can turn to and they'll be there for you. You can talk shit with them, eat like a pig in front of them basically they are true family. I love them and all my other friends. I will not say that they aren't my best friends but in the 'friends' category which includes every friend type there is. That way life is fair in the society.

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side...

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• Day 1 — Your Best Friend
• Day 2 — Your Crush
• Day 3 — Your parents
• Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Day 5 — Your dreams
• Day 6 — A stranger
• Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 — The person you miss the most
• Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
• Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 — The last person you kissed
• Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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Starting my holiday today:) idc about this weeks school because idc. dont judge;) you guiths love me

I went to yumcha with my boi and ended up shoppingggg. Didn't buy much but ended up using a lot--' Sushi train on currie street is the worst!!!
Saw TYGA in town and I was like wuuuuuuuuuuuuurt. Realised he's here to perform with nicki tonight!

ITS HAWT AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE.

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Started tumblring again... I reckon mine is pre good man:')

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WELLL! how bout some procrastinating. Been watching Harry Pooper all day!!! Literally, from start of school ahahahh! loved it. Skipped through it all but enjoyed it for the 394248735 time!

After school, Riosuke? and Matthew were on my bus. Matt wanted to 'study' so I took the jap kid on a walk with simba to the park a.k.a the big oval. He enjoyed it. Got to know him and shizzo and told him 'my friends think you're kawaii" and he was like " ooo HA *nods head  ALSO

B:do you have a girl crush?
R:girl? class?
B:like girl?
R:lovu?
B:yeayea!
R: in japan?
B: yep!
R:mmmmmmmmmmmmmm yea!
B:HAHA OOOO!
R:LAUGHS

It was a great experience to chat to a Jap kid. You have to think of some words to say when he doesn't know what you said! Put me to a challenge, challenge accepted! furk yea

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I am once again sick to the brains. Got a feverrrr:'(

Yesterday was the Preserves Competition for Home ec. I ended up staying in the kitchen all day until the last double lesson which was English and did nothing. I started feeling really ill with a headache, dizzy, weak. Unfortunately, I had work. Luckily I was doing supervising cause I didn't have to do much hard jobs like taking bins out and mop and shit.
Got home and K.O on my bed. Woke up at 12am to fine myself with the worst feeling ever. Feeling cold but my body's hot.
Was deciding whether to go school or not today. Had the Jap oral, didnt wanna let trang down and chinese exam.
Ended up at home, just to get better which i actually am feeling quite good. Thanks to phanny boy taking care of me this morning:)
Hopefully I'll be well these cuming days so that I can get ver these exams and shit--'

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Yesterday, I was planning to sp end the nice Sunday doing my work at the parks. Was excited to finally get some shit done. NEXT THING YOU KNOW, this morning I heard my phone ring. It was odd cause I don't usually get a call in the morning. Looked at it and it said 'Guy'. My boss. Why in the hell, I was thinking. So I left it>< He called again after awhile and so I decided to pick up. He asked for me to cum into work for morning shift--' Something happened to the to ladies who were working so I had to cum in cause I AM nice.
Had to work at 8:20-2:30. Longest shift I had. Tired asssss cause he woke me up at 7 too--------' funny thing is I worked SAT,SUN and gonna work TOMORROW! $$$$$$ cum at meh

Got home and no food. Got so mad cause it always happens. Left the house with ma bike to do some work at the parks. Relaxing, nice sunny day. Got some PLP started ahahah>< Left after 2 hours and biked around my hood. Got home and found mumma making cold rolls. HA, didn't feel like eating anyway.

In bed youtubing on my phone, instagramming, facebook.

OH and I'm planning to find a second job:) Handing resume in at TEMPT sometime soon.
I'm so hard working when it cums to molla, unfortunately for duh sko0L...I DONT EVEN CARE

smile through it all~~

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I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO TRANG AND I FOR COMPLETING A WEEK OF SCHOOL >: ) another 2 weeks to go:'(

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I've got to get this off my chest cause BELLA is sah mad
I was in my room youtubing as per usual. Robert came home and I heard dao running to him saying "What's wrong?" I was like uh oh some shits goin downn! Ran out to see Robert crying and he was hurt on the face. I was like wuh wahh sa confused.
Robert got punched by a man on the bus. Supposedly, the man was getting off at hanson road and he went off and punched robert. I guess he was drunk. I sincerely hate them. I dont care whether they were drunk or not  , I want karma to get back at them, HARD. UGH so mad. Fcuking Robert came home with a piece of paper of details of what happened from the bus driver and told him to report the police ASAP. So thats what Diem and Bert are doing. ON the way the the POPO! hope they catch him, and like..IDUNNO hope he has records so he can get locked up.:@
Mums lecturing us saying always go out and shit blah blah :(

Sad world we live in aye.

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I'm sick of living...

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Biked to church today. et Phanny there. UGH best feeling when the wind flows with you:') After that, biked to town. HILLS are the worst:( fcuking get bigger calves now:( but down hil ohh ohh jizzzz right there. Bought Phans sister a mug that said..'My farts hospitalise small children' something along the lines:') so funny. And bought chocolate truffles from cocolat. Got to botanices and met her friends and sisters there:)
Tiring day! But fun:)

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so far my long weekend has been great:)
after work on saturday morning, I had a nice nap but phanny came and took me to andrew trans house to go for a bike ride with johnnie as well. Next thing you know, spent an hour upgrading their bikes and had less than half an hour to ride. Got home and i forgot...what i did..
SUNDAY! which is today, went for another bike ride with my bofie to arndale to get gloria jeans drink. Took like 15 mins. Better than a car. Guiths...if you need a ride...Im here for you:P Ive got a seat at the back;) after that bike ride phanny went to church so My sister her bf robert and I went to semaphore beach! Took phi and Mya as well. So cute. Mya likes the water, Phi likes to chase birds. Went home early cause it was windy soooo sosooo windy and cold:(
What awaits me tomorrow?!:)

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rewatched most of Jimmy Kimmels youtube vids. Too good.

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My name is Belinda. 私はベリンダです。Mon nom est Belinda.
내 이름은 벨린다입니다. Ang pangalan ko ay Belinda.
我叫贝琳达。Tên tôi là Belinda.Il mio nome è Belinda.
I like to watch animal porn:)

life is just a dream

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